It Worked
...all of the collective positive energy that emanated from this post. Within days of posting it, I was pregnant with a little brother or sister for Ellis.
We are, of course, over the moon about new baby and his/her arrival next March. However, I must admit that it has been a hard transition to go from wanting it so desperately. I have had unexplainable bouts of bump envy, even weeks after knowing I was pregnant and it took the scan for me to fully grasp that I am indeed expecting. Kevin, however, has had no such problem and had spouted the news near and far within days of finding out.
I am MUCH more sick with this one than I was with Ellis, so the pace of life has had to slow down considerably. I have spent days in bed, but fortunately have been up and about (and eating again) for the last 2. Its a good lesson in forgiving myself...as well as the limits of recycling dirty clothes.